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I went for years not drinking alot. Everyday. When I quit, something in my brain went off & I thought I was loseing my mind! Crying, mad as fire, paranoid, suicide. And then ther were the reaqlly, reqlly high days. I was confident & could do no wrong, always right. But they never lasted. The demons always came back. I finally sought help through a government program for two years for lack of insurance when I lost my job after being diagnose bi-polar.
People were afraid of me, yet...Read the full article