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i am getting married in 9 months. it is an arranged 1. i am muslim bt i do not wish to go thru it. i want to marry 4 love nt sme1 frm back hme in bangledesh they jus want an british passport. i got a boyfriend and hes whie. i am in love wit im and he is in love wit me. i dnt want to leave im but i am being forced in to this marriage for my familys reputation. i am begin to get depressed. i dnt kno hw i cn handle leaving him. i jus wanna die smetyms an i cnt even cry abt it an i am up all nyt thi...Read the full article