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I have been unemployed or underemployed 20+ years. last job , if want to call it a job, in 1981. Everytime I go looking work I get rejected more times than I could c to count. during 1980's in between time both my bror I have been taking c of elderly pnts(1981-to-present). My far passed away in 1990 from prostate cancer Last year around time , my mor in hospital nursing home at home us now. doc has her on Paxil she smokes offs on.My pastor noticed I've been little bit depressed because of all of .re times I feel like one of those lab rats got Br X, everything could go wrong my life has. Also, I bullied as a child in grade school . I've been praying a lot. been 20 years of hell me.

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It is hard to handle depression. I would talk to a professional in your area to get more specific advice.